Sunday, February 26, 2006

no more parables

Octavia Butler died yesterday. She had planned to someday write a follow up to the fabulous Parable of the Sower and Parable of the Talents, Parable of the Trickster, dealing with the Earthseed community on its new planetary home. But that won't happen now. Her last interview was February 6. There's one thing you can predict about the future: we will die.

not flying

If you get to the airport and find out you're on the no-fly list, can you get a refund for your plane ticket?

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

uses of the erotic

from Audre Lorde (1934-1992), "Uses of the Erotic: the Erotic as Power" (1978):
The erotic offers a well of replenishing and provocative force to the woman who does not fear its revelation, nor succumb to the belief that sensation is enough.
The erotic is a measure between the beginnings of our sense of self and the chaos of our strongest feelings. It is an internal sense of satisfaction to which, once we have experienced it, we know we can aspire. For having experienced the fullness of this depth of feeling and recognizing its power, in honor and self-respect we can require no less of ourselves.
Within the celebration of the erotic in all our endeavors, my work becomes a conscious decision—a longed-for bed which I enter gratefully and from which I rise up empowered.
Of course, women so empowered are dangerous. So we are taught to separate the erotic from most vital areas of our lives other than sex. And the lack of concern for the erotic root and satisfactions of our work is felt in our disaffection from so much of what we do. For instance, how often do we truly love our work even at its most difficult?
The principal horror of any system which defines the good in terms of profit rather than in terms of human need, or which defines human need to exclusion of the psychic and emotional components of that need--the principal horror of such a system is that it robs our work of its erotic value, its erotic power and life appeal and fulfillment. Such a system reduces work to a travesty of necessities, a duty by which we earn bread or oblivion for ourselves and those we love. But this is tantamount to blinding a painter and then telling her to improve her work, and to enjoy the act of painting. It is not only next to impossible, it is also profoundly cruel.
The erotic functions for me in several ways, and the first is in providing the power which comes from sharing deeply any pursuit with another person. The sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, …or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them, and lessens the threat of their difference.
Another way in which the erotic connection functions is the open and fearless underlining of my capacity for joy. In the way my body stretches to music and opens into response, hearkening to its deepest rhythms, so every level upon which I sense also opens to the erotically satisfying experience, whether it is dancing, building a bookcase, writing a poem, examining an idea.
That self-connection shared is a measure of the joy which I know myself to be capable of feeling, a reminder of my capacity for feeling. And that deep and irreplaceable knowledge of my capacity for joy comes to demand from all of my life that it be lived within the knowledge that such satisfaction is possible, and does not have to be called marriage, nor god, nor an afterlife.
This is one reason why the erotic is so feared, and so often relegated to the bedroom alone, when it is recognized at all. For once we begin to feel deeply all the aspects of our lives, we begin to demand from ourselves and from our life-pursuits that they feel in accordance with that joy which we know ourselves to be capable of. Our erotic knowledge empowers us, becomes a lens through which we scrutinize all aspects of our existence, forcing us to evaluate those aspects honestly in terms of their relative meaning within our lives. And this is a grave responsibility . . . not to settle for the convenient, the shoddy, the conventionally expected, nor the merely safe.
In touch with the erotic, I become less willing to accept powerlessness, or those other supplied states of being which are not native to me, such as resignation, despair, self-effacement, depression, self-denial.
Recognizing the power of the erotic within our lives can give us the energy to pursue genuine change within our world.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

guns don't kill people, bullets kill people

Or, guns don't wound people, Vice Presidents wound people. Dick Cheney shot a fellow hunter. After the first few hours, spin control takes hold and headlines start to include the word "accidentally." He shot him in the face and chest.
Spoof headline: Cheney Accidentally Shoots Leak Case Lawyer.
Here's the Mefi thread.
And then there's this Eric Idle song.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

simulacrame





Everything that was directly lived has receded into a representation.

Saturday, February 04, 2006

blue nude